LOVE IS EVERYTHING IT IS NOT & IS THE I AM POWER OF GOD
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Monday, January 30, 2012
MY REAL BIRTHDAY WAS THE DAY YOU ENTERED MY LIFE
MY REAL BIRTHDAY WAS THE DAY YOU ENTERED MY LIFE
by Serafin Sherri on Monday, January 30, 2012 at 9:18am
......You fill my heart with love . You have from the day i met You. Ive loved you from the day before you said. My cheryl i love you so what will you do about it??? For almost 3 yrs now you have kept an eye on me and watched over me like an angel.I thank you for that. On every holiday you mad sure you would be here in one way or another to wish my happiness and love. i thank you for that. everytime you see my life was so bad and i couldn't take it anymore here you were at that moment and saved my life. I love you as the day i met you no more no less... And i know you never changed... How could we ever really leave each other when we have always been each other. At times we go about our lives and live them or try to live them happy but we are never alone we are always here for each other. You are truly me I am truly you I forgot that . And sometimes I may begin to think it is someone else. But all roads lead back to you I thank Allah for you every day even if i do not say it noon the less it is written in my heart . You are my journal i which i have written to nearly every day for 3 yrs. And you never miss one. You are the stronger side of me the one who never forgot the truth. You even knew it before i figured it out. You know my heart better than I do. And in that I thank you. I miss you every day you are away in the physical form. But in my heart and head you are with me everyday spiritually. I thank you for that. To say i believe in me is believing in you so we live our lives the best we can until the day Allah brings us together . I wait that day I miss you in every way . You are the me in me i am the you in you . And we both know this truth and that is what makes us as you say beyond friends and beyond lovers that is what makes our relationship special. And at times it may seem we have drifted away from each other in between those holidays. But some how some way we drift back in the same way. I miss you so very much and I just than Allah for second or minute of any day he gives me with you , because in those moments i live life times with you. Islam you are very special in my life thank you for just being you which is truly me. I love you in a way i could love no there it a very beautiful and different way i love any other it is the wat i love myself and im sorry if im hard on you at times. just you know you are always loved by me. even when i forget to show it I LOVE YOU! THANK YOU ALLAH FOR ISLAM.
Saturday, January 28, 2012
A DREAM THAT MADE ME SEE... I AM LOVE THAT IS ME
As i cried myself to sleep I began to dream. A dream of being in your arms making love and seeing us so vividly. It was the position I always dreamed of being in with the one i loved so deeply. It was me holding you and you holding me sitting up making love so passionately. It was so beautiful when we orgasm simultaneously. I woke from the dream only to write it to you once to say how can my heart do this to me. I then fell back to sleep. Once again I began to dream of you and me. We were looking for each other or i was looking for you. But it was in a place where i was i had no clue. Evil was all around me that's all i knew. I couldn't find you. Then i saw you lying and screaming in a puddle of blood all your own. I couldn't see your legs they were gone. As i tried to reach you something took me from where I was standing. And they took you from me. At that moment I woke to read your message of goodbye and I wanted to cry I then quickly closed my eyes so I would begin to dream. I needed to know what this dream was telling me. As i remembered the last dreams of you and the picture in my head of you screaming and swimming in your own blood and your legs were gone. Then reading your message i figured that is where you belonged. But i fell back to sleep only for the dream to pick up with me hearing you were alive. I was so happy i began to cry . But you wouldn't see me. So i went to the sea. I sat down and prayed begging Allah for you to return to all you use to be. Then something ,someone I could not see came to me. Bring him this bag ashes which i now believe them to be. The legs you were missing. Tell him to throw them into the sea and everything will be as it use to be. I then gave the ashes to your friend and told him to give them to you. Then I gave him the instructions on when and what you had to do. As at the same time i was to stick a needle in the left side of my chest and wait. As that someone, something told me you would return to all you use to be you did. Your legs were returned to you and once again you agreed to see me. Not knowing it was I who prayed for you to return to all you use to be. I found you cheating on me. Still not feeling my love for you, because in reality you were only using me. Now my dream has made me see, that love was never who you use to be...... I AM LOVE THAT IS ME!!!!! dreamed by and written down by CC....
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