A DREAM THAT MADE ME SEE... I AM LOVE THAT IS ME

As i cried myself to sleep I began to dream. A dream of being in your arms making love and seeing us so vividly. It was the position I always dreamed of being in with the one i loved so deeply. It was me holding you and you holding me sitting up making love so passionately. It was so beautiful when we orgasm simultaneously. I woke from the dream only to write it to you once to say how can my heart do this to me. I then fell back to sleep. Once again I began to dream of you and me. We were looking for each other or i was looking for you. But it was in a place where i was i had no clue. Evil was all around me that's all i knew. I couldn't find you. Then i saw you lying and screaming in a puddle of blood all your own. I couldn't see your legs they were gone. As i tried to reach you something took me from where I was standing. And they took you from me. At that moment I woke to read your message of goodbye and I wanted to cry I then quickly closed my eyes so I would begin to dream. I needed to know what this dream was telling me. As i remembered the last dreams of you and the picture in my head of you screaming and swimming in your own blood and your legs were gone. Then reading your message i figured that is where you belonged. But i fell back to sleep only for the dream to pick up with me hearing you were alive. I was so happy i began to cry . But you wouldn't see me. So i went to the sea. I sat down and prayed begging Allah for you to return to all you use to be. Then something ,someone I could not see came to me. Bring him this bag ashes which i now believe them to be. The legs you were missing. Tell him to throw them into the sea and everything will be as it use to be. I then gave the ashes to your friend and told him to give them to you. Then I gave him the instructions on when and what you had to do. As at the same time i was to stick a needle in the left side of my chest and wait. As that someone, something told me you would return to all you use to be you did. Your legs were returned to you and once again you agreed to see me. Not knowing it was I who prayed for you to return to all you use to be. I found you cheating on me. Still not feeling my love for you, because in reality you were only using me. Now my dream has made me see, that love was never who you use to be...... I AM LOVE THAT IS ME!!!!! dreamed by and written down by CC....