TO MANY FAKES AND NOT ENOUGH LOVE THANKS FOR BEING THOSE REAL FRIENDS I WOULDN'T KNOW IF THEY BIT ME IN THE ASS

why is it the realist people in this world have barely o zero FRIENDS. I give and do because I want to. Most of the time I do not expect you to pay me back when iI loan you money ect..because i do it knowing you probably wont . Because I love you. But I have to realize that overt the past six months when i have needed those so called real friends in my life, Unless I had something anything that related to their crItiteria they have been every where else but around me. Nice friends. Or when they owe you and you are barely making it are forced to ask them for the money you would usually right off they give you something in the way of you wouldnt know a real friend if they bit you in the ass i have a job i will pay you and then wish you to dissappear what kind of hateful people i have associated with in my life is AMAZING. GOD DON'T LIKE UGLY. And to you who are my supposed real friends i wouldn't know if they bit me in my ass. ITS NOT ME WHO NEEDS YOU ITS YOUR FRIEND THAT HAS BEEN SITTING IN JAIL FOR 6 MONTHS COS ID RATHER NOT DEAL WITH THIS AT ALL AND LET IT GO BUT YOU ARE THE ONLY ONES KEEPING HIM THERE THINK ABOUT IT BEFORE YOU GO TELLING ME TO DISSAPPEAR, I DONT ASK ANYONE FOR ANYTHING FOR ONE REASON BECAUSE ID RATHER GO WITHOUT THEN TO FIND OUT WHOSE REAL AND NOT AS I HAVE NOW . THANK YOU FRIEND FOR YOUR KIND WORDS AND ALWAYS REMEMBER IM HERE IF YOU EVER NEED ME AND I STILL LOVE YOU BUT WHAT YOU GIVE YOU GET IN THIS LIFE. IM SUFFERING BECAUSE I MADE THE CHOICE TO STAY AND DO WHAT I COULD FOR OUR FRIEND AND HUSBAND. I WAS LEAVING REMEMBER THIS IS WHAT FRIENDSHIP NO MATTER HOW DOWN I HAVE BECOME I M STILL HERE HELPING HIM BECAUSE REGARDLESS OF WHETHER OR NOT I WAS LEAVING THIS MISERABLE COUNTRY MY HUSBAND AND BESTFRIEND FOR SEVEN YRS BEFORE NEEDED MY HELP. IM BARELY STAYING ALIVE AND THE ONLY THING I ASKED OF YOU WAS TO PAY THAT SO I CAN GET HIM OUT I DONT HAVE THE EXTRA 185. HIS CAR IS BROKE I CANT EVEN FIX THAT SO MAYBE I COULD GO TO WORK. IF THAT WAS THE CASE I WOULDNT CARE ABOUT THE MONEY BUT HE IS ASKING ME TO ASK YOU OTHERWISE ID SAY FUCKIT. YOU OWE HIM NOT ME AS FAR AS IM CONCERNED. AND THANKS FOR DROPPING BY ON OCCASION THESE PAST SIX MONTHS OR CALLING TO SEE IF I WAS OKAY . BUT SINCE I HAD NOTHING THAT WAS ON YOUR CRITERIA IN THIS LIFE TO OFFER YOU JUST DONT GIVE A FUCK , HEY KELLI NO WHY I WOULDNT KNOW MY REAL FRIENDS IF THEY BIT MY IN THE ASS. COS I DONT HAVE ANY ONLY ONES WHO SUCK THE LIFE AND LOVE FROM ME. BUT ITS OKAY COS I STILL LOVE ALL OF YOU REGARDLESS OF WHAT YOU SAY AND DO TO ME AND HECTOR AND YOU ALL HAVE. ID RATHER SIT IN MY ROOM THEN MEET MORE NON REAL PEOPLE. TO MANY FAKES AND NOT ENOUGH LOVE