BEYOND FRIENDS BEYOND LOVERS YOU OPENED MY HEART TO FEEL AND SEE EVERYTHING I DO TODAY THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME IN YOUR WAY
by Serafin Sherri on Friday, September 9, 2011 at 5:30pm
IT TOOK A VERY SPECIAL LOVE TO OPEN MY EYES AND HEART AGAIN TO SOMETHING I FELT WHEN I WAS A CHILD. AND I HAD FORGOTTEN THRU THE YEARS IN MY LIFE. IT TOOK THAT SPECIAL LOVE OF A VERY SPECIAL PERSON TO OPEN MY HEART AND EYES TO SEE WHAT WAS HAPPENING ACROSS THE WORLD IN JANUARY TO LEARN ALL I CAN ABOUT THEM AND US. AND WHO WAS CAUSING ALL THE CHAOS I ONCE FELT AND NOW FEEL EVEN MORE. BECAUSE I HAVE NEVER BEEN A RACISTS I HAVE HAD A BLACK BOYFRIEND 2 MEXICAN HUSBANDS AND A VERY SPECIAL LOVE IN EGYPT I HAVE NEVER BEEN ONE SIDED. SO I WALK A MIDDLE PATH IN LIFE. AND MY PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD ONLY OCCURRED 10 YRS AGO WHEN I RECONCILED WITH GOD NOT THRU WRITINGS IN A BOOK OR PREACHING FROM A CHURCH BUT FROM AN OVERWELMING ANSWER FOR FORGIVENESS WITH CRY FOR HELP THAT I SO DESPERATELY NEEDED BEING ANSWERED WITHIN MINUTES.. MY FAITH IN GOD AND WHERE TO LOOK FOR GOD GO NO FURTHER THEN INSIDE BECAUSE IF YOU HAVENT GOT THE PRESENCE OF GOD INSIDE OF YOU . YOU WONT FIND IT IN A CHURCH OR A BOOK YOU NEED LOOK NO FURTHER THEN WITHIN YOU HAVE TO OPEN YOUR HEART YOU WILL FIND THE ANSWERS YOU SO DESPERATELY WANT TO KNOW. I HAD FORGOTTEN THAT ALSO. UNTIL THE PAINS OF LOVING SOMEONE SO DEEP SHOWED ME THE PAINS OF THE WORLD AND SOON MINE SEEM SO SMALL.
I LOVE YOU NOW AND BEYOND FOREVER MORE THAN FRIENDS MORE THAN LOVERS YOU ARE ME I AM YOU
HE IS MY REASON FOR BEING AWAKE TODAY AND WOULD DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN JUST SEE SEE AND FEEL WHAT I DO TODAY I WOULDNT TAKE BACK THE 2 YRS OF HEARTACHE FOR NOTHING IN THE WORLD MY ONLY WISH IS TO ONE DAY NOT ONLY FEEL HIM IN MY HEART BUT IN MY ARMS IF ONLY FOR A MOMENT I LOVE YOU ISLAM AND I ALWAYS WILL
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